ramble

last night in norway, and this time i'm taking it with a much more positive attitude.

i guess its because when i came back here, i had this feeling like i never left... and that gives the reassurance that nothing much will change when i'm gone (other than the cat growing up from kitten to young adult). it also reassured me that lilo treats me differently from alex's parents. how should i describe it? its like i'm her other 'human' (cats are too independent for owners XD ) so i get about the same treatment as alex gets from her. *convinces self its more since she managed to get the cat to come willingly onto her lap when on the sofa*

still pretty damn sad to leave of course, thats a given.

so i'm sitting here typing while alex makes dinner with the cat on my lap, washing herself.... typing this post in a form of self-therapy..... ah well. i believe time will fly fast enough, and there's internet and stuff... situations like this make you appreciate your partner more i guess?

cat's gone off now, alex still making dinner, i'm getting hungry. but its KJOTTSUPPE (meatsoup) which i will definately make after i get back to singapore. i'm rambling on.

packed by bags and stuff, mostly... going home with a lot less than i came with now that its empty of xmas gifts and stuff for others... i'll have my tamagotchis and psp ( yes alvin, i'm bringing it back FINALLY, and with your harddrive too) to entertain me on the plane. and if i get emotional, there's knitting therapy! sucks abit that i didnt get to buy more yarn due to the sucky weather, but i'll survive. worse case scenario i'll just undo the whole damn scarf and knit from the start!

knitting therapy is good btw, it stops me from thinking, and i go into this meditative state XD at least, when the knitting's easy. and the scarf i'm making is what i call piss-easy . (that word is stuck in my head so much, i just wanted to use it)

done rambling for now....